ok QUESTION! why is it that you can find my blog on google but when i look for other people's they don't appear? huh? why? am i a spectacle of some sort?.......no really its freakin' me out. i need to go home like NOW. this sucks. i'm bored again so i'm back. ::sigh:: i even went to cnn.com. i actually like it there though, they tell me stuff. they had an article about blogs and it had on there like a list of other places you can do this. they suck though. u have to d/l stuff. that takes up too much space. well at least i think u're supposed to d/l stuff. either that or buy the software. plz. the day u buy software to write crap like this online is the day u have too much time and money to WASTE. thats just craziness. so i should study for my test on monday. ::sigh:: i feel realld bad for ian b/c he has a test today at 5 freakin' 30. wtf is that? class is at 10 am so they give u a test at 5:30pm. makes sense huh? man and its chemistry. oh well. maybe chem isn't hard for him. it is for me cuz i hate it but wutever. i don't actually know this considering my chem teacher in high school was kinda sucky. she was super nice, but no.ok i'm outta here for real this time. i need to go home or sumthin'.....
ok so today isn't the exactly the best day for me. i feel like i'm coming down with a cold and rite now i feel like puking. sounds like fun no? i'd say so. i have an algebra test on monday, that'll be quite exciting. i really shouldn't be taking that class and its not b/c i think i'm smarter than ppl in there, b/c i'm not, but really, i took 2 calculus classes already and i should really try to take advantage of that and get ahead. oh well. maybe i'll get better at math this time around. wutever. i'm so tired and i really don't feel good. i don't have anything to talk about either so screw this. i'm not a very interesting person so i'm outta here. l8r.
it just hit me today that i'm not happy at UH. maybe b/c i don't have my license, maybe b/c i don't want to be here. i don't know, but i don't like this feeling. its a complete drag to go to school but then i have nothing else to do. i don't mean to be so lazy but everything is so blah. i really wish my life wasn't so blah. and its so hard to make new friends at the school b/c they hang out with ppl from their high school and its just a disgusting high school reunion for everyone. meeting new ppl is fun folks. give up ppl from high school that u didn't even hang out with in the first place. i'm sorry but its true. i'm never gonna meet new ppl in this damn school and i don't want to be here anymore but i'm afraid that aTm is just gonna be too hard for me and that sucks. well i'll just drag rocky and ian to aTm with me and we'll all get through it together. that would be cool. yes i know i said forget about high school ppl, but i also said "ppl u didn't even hang out with in the first place." i'm talkin' about dragging my best friend and my boyfriend so i think thats a little different. oh and maybe we can drag tristan. that would be great. seriously. i'm not feelin' all this cougar pride and i don't mean to insult anyone that does. its a great school, i just......i dunno......i'm confused.
ALRIGHTY. ::sigh:: ok so today i can't find ian. thats great. anyway. me and rocky had a great convo on monday that u can read about in her blogger thing. or i could just tell u about it. that would probably be better. oh well. anyway. yeah. we talked about going to heaven and hell. yeah. we're going to hell. isn't that great? she made inappropriate comments such as ....she doesn't believe in divorce b/c she doesn't want to be alone....of course i followed it with...i don't believe in breaking up b/c i don't want to be alone. its all good. then she said God is hot. she's going to hell alot faster than i am.
man howie is so gay. he's like the gayest backstreet boy. anyway. yeah. i should get off this computer b/c i think ppl actually need these for work. wutever. fuck them. back to my convo with rocky. i said Satan was hot. she said God was hot. then we cried about going to hell. not cried like TEAR crying, more like, inner crying. thats always fun. wut else...wut else....::sigh:: oh we made up an imaginary convo b/w tristan and rocky about not going to class....
Tristan: so did u go to class today
Rocky: ::hesitantly:: yes
Tristan: wut did u learn?
Rocky: the absolute value......of skipping class!
Tristan: u're stupid
I added that last line MAHSELF. wutever. its not that funny once u write it out. we also said we're gonna run around saying "Don't touch me! NOTHING gives you that right!" to ppl that touch us. i think it'll be a nice surprise. wutever. man could i BE more bored? i swear. so yesterday i tried watching van wilder. no. so far i don't like it. i guess i'll watch the rest of it though. man i haven't gone online in like 2 days. thats a record. i really don't know wut to talk about and ppl are waiting for this computer but i don't care so i'll just ramble on and on about stuff that doesn't really matter b/c no one gives a crap and lalalala. oh. i found ian. actually he found me. so today there was something in the school newspaper about some football player sucking ass and making a pact with satan. thats not nice GUY WHO RUNS SCHOOL NEWSPAPER. thats not nice at all. and u know wut? i don't remember giving out pacts, esp. not to football players. i don't even LIKE football! jeez. u got the story all wrong. mofos. wutever. i really need to get a life. i need a job. i need that job to call me. and i don't appreciate justina calling me to ask me to work on sunday and only on sunday b/c no one else can work. thats baskin robbins by the way, the place where my happy ass used to work. but i don't work there anymore. she just called me to ask me if i would work that ONE day. i might. i dunno. maybe its my grandma's b-day. speaking of grandma's birthdays.....me and rocky were exchanging "phrases to retain dignity". for example....suppose this were to happen:
Leslie: Hey u want to hang out 2morrow and go to a movie or sumthin'?
Rocky: No sorry i can't
Leslie: oh thats ok, i just remembered its my grandma's b-day and i have to go to the party anyway.
.......................that was a dignity response. i tried to not sound offended and maintain my dignity in that answer. does it work? hell no. we all know ur ass is lying. OH u SUDDENLY remembered rite when u got rejected. B/S. u got shotdown so now u're all.....i had sumthin' to do anyway. NO U DON'T. liar. wutever. ppl do this by the way. ALL the time. ok so i should really go now cuz i typed alot. later.
oh by the way, yes i did notice that i got a quiz that says i will die in a car accident and that i got it on saturday and NO i don't think thats funny.
yeah so enuff quizzes for today. i'm in the library....again........surprise surprise. i don't really have anything to talk about. oh wait yeah. my mom's friend died on saturday. that was really not cool. she was in a car accident in mexico. she was in the back of a truck and like her daughter was driving and she lost control of the vehicle and the ppl in the back of the truck all died i think. the daughter is ok and a guy that was in the front with her is in the hospital. then yesterday our church was like joined by another church and i think that we're all just gonna be there together now. they pretty much just took over and i kinda don't like that. me and my mom think that our pastor let that happen b/c he's really sick and like he's still not doing that well from when he had his triple bypass and those strokes. yeah i feel really bad for him and his wife and i understand why he had to let other ppl join and take over. i don't think it was that necessary but he knows what he's doing. i don't think the ppl that came in believe exactly what we believe or like, they don't conduct the church service the same way but its all good. my mom said that if they change it too much we might just leave. it really depends on wut my dad's cousin (he's like the deacon) does. he doesn't know about this whole church joining thing, he's in el salvador. anyway. u ppl don't care about my church so i don't know y i'm writing about it. wutever. liz is coming to town b/c her other town might be destroyed. doesn't that suck? i'm sure they'll be fine. at least they were smart enuff to evacuate. ::sigh:: damn it! they guy next to me that had a cool computer just left and i'm left on this bs one. wutever. i don't care. i'm about to go anyway. i have to go meet GUESS WHO. ian. no shit. i don't like that i write emails to ppl and they don't write back and then they try to use the excuse of....i talk to u on AIM...or...i can just call you. fuck you. i like getting emails. just like i like getting mail. its fun. u feel special. not phone calls. i'm on the phone with rocky all the time.......i don't have time for you......thats y i emailed your ass in the first place. anyway. learn ppl, learn. my neck hurts. so does my back. no i'm not gonna bust out into that song b/c i have more dignity than that. i will however sing......."i like big butts and i can not lie, you other brothers can't deny, when a girl walks by with an itty bitty waist and a round thing in yo face u get SPRUNG" hahaha. there goes that dignity. wutever. i'll smell ya ppl laters.
i tend to speak in riddles, and getting a straight answer out of me is indeed a notable moment. while i may act a little crazy, i am actually quite lucid and tend to be the voice of reason. my sanity is in a good balance with my insanity.
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her name was lola.....she was a showgirl....with yellow feathers in her hair and her dress cut down to there........she knew meringue....and did the cha-cha....lalalalalalala....lalalalalalala.......at the copa.....copa cabana....BARRY MANILOW ROCKS!......I AM TOTALLY KIDDING! yeah anyway. i don't even know if the lyrics are rite, if they are, i will be quite disappointed in myself. so i'm happy today. i went to astroworld with ian and his family, and it was fun. i've never had much fun in astroworld cuz i'm afraid of rollercoasters BUT ian made me get on a couple and i liked them and i had fun and i'm happy. ok he didn't MAKE ME get on them but he asked politely and i was like ok. i'm really happy cuz (warning: gay comment) i got to spend all day with him. this is the part where u hear all the....AWWWW's. yeah well wutever. he's like the greatest b/f ever and he's mine......muahahaha. i love him......awwwww. so that happened.........then i found out i'm gonna die in a car accident. and the story ends there.
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