Life in this crazy goddamn planet full of hippies...
Wuteva! I do what I want!
so i'm standing right now and i don't like it. i was trying to be picky and get a computer with a seat but alas my attempts have failed. yeah i just settled for this one. plus its a dell. and its a black dell. and we all know how leslie feels about black dells. they are her life. not really. i hate these keyboards. hard as shit. anyway. ian was sick yesterday, that was not fun. hope he's ok today. man i'm tired. dude ok, in my sociology class we have to do a skit and like in my group, i was voted the kid on prozac. THANK YOU. wtf. why do i have to be the kid on prozac? yes i look like i'm 13, yes i look depressed but fuck u. i don't like acting and then u make me be the main freakin' character. jeez. and i have to say some shitty line like..........my teacher told me to go play and i didn't want to so she said i had to go see a therapist. what is this? a skit about my life??? no not really. i've never been told to see a therapist. i'm not a prozac. and i tend to play well with others despite certain inferences made by some ppl. falalalalalalala fuck u.hahaha. that was funny. i'm waiting for ian and he's not here yet. lalala. hurry up ian i have to meet rocky....lalala. my arm hurts. so does my neck. maybe i'm having a heart attack. no, no i'm not. i don't have those yet. i am in pain and i don't like it. ok so my gpa really sucks and like yesterday i was looking through this medical school admission thing and it turns out my gpa has to be good. (who'd of thought?) and then i looked and it turns out i have to take chem and bio classes up the ass AND physics. and then it turns out that i have to go through all this crap to get into a medical school and i need to join health-oriented organizations and i need to volunteer at like hospitals and stuff. i think i'm just gonna volunteer at the psychiatric hospital since i like that stuff anyway and i said i would do it senior year. (never mailed in the application). so after all that i found out that i'm not even guaranteed to get into medical school and i have to care. and u know how i feel about caring. man i have a long way to go. i hate my life. i'm never gonna get into medical school. which brings me to my next concern......what the hell am i gonna major in? i don't even know that! i'm not good at anything and i don't really like every aspect of one subject. and then it has to be something i can do stuff with otherwise i'm stuck as a bum until i finally get into medical school. jeez. life is so hard. why? ok i'm done.
oh look i'm bored again. i'm at the computer lab with nothing to do and nothing to see. life is so blah here. eh. wutever. its cold out there. no i don't mean its cold out there in that cruel, cruel world. i mean its freakin' freezin' out there. i want to go home. but noooooooo, i have english to go to. wutever. i hate that class and i think i had to read stuff. turns out i'm not doin' so well here in college.......again. i think i just suck at school. i need to start doing better but i don't know how. wait. yeah i do, i just don't feel like doing it, hahahaha, not so funny when i see my gpa and how much it already sucks ass. ok well i'm gonna stop writing now b/c i feel stupid writing in this when ppl can see it.
i am the biggest dork i know. its only 10 am and I already took the initiative to come finish writing my english paper. wow. i'm such a loser. i ran out of gov't class to the compter lab and immediately got to writing my paper. and i checked it. ugh. it sucks anyway. whatever. maria seems to have dragged everyone from going to class to go play pool, by dragged i mean...mentioned POOL and ppl said OK. i swear thats all ever anyone does here. that includes me. its ok though. i like it. anyway. i'm so bored rite now, y did i write my paper so early? jeez. its so cold outside ppl. God is having fun making me freeze my ass off. i have to read crap now. i'm gonna be a dork and read. maybe i'll go over to where they're playing pool and read. haha. yeah rite. i won't read. or maybe i will. eh. i'll try it. anyway. later ppl.
its raining again. like it always is. i'm in the computer lab with rocky and she was just writing in her blogger about how i was talking hooha about nazis. i wasn't. i was merely comparing a UH class to a nazi camp. i think she needs some. some what u ask? U KNOW! anyway. leslie has to go. she has class. not a nazi class. ian has the nazi class. ok buhbye.
"ANNA, ANNA, FABULOUS ANNA, ANNA NICOLE. SHE'S SO OUTRAGEOUS" yes that show. anyway. leslie is still not feeling up to par here. still kinda off. mom asked me if i was pregnant. i dont think thats funny b/c i actually thought about that b-4 and i've been trying to assure myself that i am not. i can't be. anyway. i'm just sick. audiovent or south park? what to choose??? lets analyze the situation:
audiovent: sucks
south park: kicks major ass
thats a toughy. i'm gonna go with........south park.hahaha. cartman sings. i like it when he sings. hey these ppl don't sound like korn. eh. they're supposed to be. wutever. so anywho. i need a job. someone get me a job. go now. plz. seriously. i want to try mike's hard lemonade and iced tea. does anyone even read this anymore? i swear. i shall continue this when i have something important to say.
so i haven't written in this little dinger for a while. not that anyone reads this nonsense. so what has happened to me these past 2 weeks?........nuthin' really. i got sick this wednesday so i haven't left the house in 3 days. thats always a blast. today is me and ian's 9-month anniversary. 9 months, wow. nothing really exciting has happened lately and i don't really feel like typing that much. BUT, me and rocky DID have this convo on the phone today that i will think everyone will appreciate:
Rocky: so when we live together we can share a car!
Me: i don't want to share a car, sharing a car sucks.
Rocky: Wait, FIRST u don't want to share ian, and now u don't want to share a car????
